In a good way.
It's been a few months and no baby so far. So after too many drinks and a minor breakdown, Caroline brought me back to sanity.
No more calculating. No more peeing on sticks. No more calendar obsessing. Being off the pill is enough trying for me at the moment. Truly, it'll happen if it is supposed to.
I'm working to keep the lid on the negative thoughts and I've stopped just short of hiding each and every one of my pregnant Facebook friends. Things are going to be okay.
Life is good. I've got a lot to give. And I don't have to have a child to give it.
